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About Me

After I arise every morning torn between a desire to awaken the world to the knowledge of the Most High God and enjoy the life in which the nucleus of my existence, the Most High provided me with. All Praises to the Most High for the very air that I breath. For no of us is promised tomorrow!

This blog was inspired by my book "The Brown Girl Dilemma" - It was created to uplift, reveal truth, elevate, encourage and inspire the masses.
Judahian (יְהוּדָה) Israelite.
I am a believer of the God of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob - the one true and living God (The Most High) - the Savior (his son) and the Holy Spirit.
I enjoy teaching women to cultivate their spirit, body and soul in the importance of discovering their initial purpose for life while helping others to navigate and overcome life's challenges. As a creative consultant I combine intellectual qualities, business savvy with a strong artistic conviction in my projects. This blog is a place that everyone is welcome to all and I want to create a space whereby everyone feels safe to be themselves and collectively promote an environment conducive for learning about many different things such as: Our Creator, the Creation, Our purpose, and day to day living and deliverance.
I will soon be starting "The Widow's Fund" which is being created to help widows, fatherless children, orphans, and the poor. As a widow with a son this is dear to my heart.

Reading, Writing, Dancing, Being creative, Fencing and Working out.
Opera, Ballet, the FEAST days, the Symphony and going to museums.
Hebrew (Praise and Worship), Classical, Opera, and Jazz.
Herbal teas, Green Smoothies and Water
These days I opt for a vegan/vegetarian diet but here are some favorites from the past.

Veggies & Fruits, Oatmeal, Blueberries, Curry with lentils, Lamb, Avocados, Lamb or Veal Gyros, Chickpeas, Imperial Torte, Veal Cordon bleu (turkey instead of ham), Chicken Marsala, Steak Diane, Galaktoboureko, Massaman Curry, Eggs Benedict, Veal Schnitzel, Tiramisu, Brotchen with strawberry jam & butter, Osso Buco, Fruit Pizza, Hot wings, Geng Kheau Wan Gai, Banan Thai Pancakes, Theobroma Chocolate Cake, Chocolate Crossiants, Strawberry Crepes, Kouign aman cheescake, Pomme Frites, Sweet Potatoes, Chicken Bastilla, Tagine, African pepper soup with chicken, Beef wellington, Burger royale, Baklava, Sultan Cake, Hummus, Salmon, Quinoa, Golden Opulence Sundae and Creme Brulee
The Bible and My book of course "The Brown Girl Dilemma"
Portrait of a lady (Frederick Malle), Jars Bolt of Lighting, Clive Christian no. 1, Gabrielle Chanel, Mon Precieux Nectar Guerlain, Illamasqua Freak, Joy Jean Patou, Tom Ford Tobacco Vanilla, McCallef Ylang in Gold, Hermes Elixir Eau Des Merveilles, Hermes Twilly, Amouage Honour Woman, Sospiro Opera and Tom Ford Black Orchid
Athens Greece, Munich Germany, Nairobi Kenya Africa, Monaco, Toyko Japan, Casablanca Morocco, St. Lucia, the Seychelles, Sardinia, Capri Italy, Geneva Switzerland, Aruba, Paris France, Moscow Russia, Montreal Canada, Venice Italy, Strasbourg France, Hong Kong, Sydney Australia, London England, Jerusalem Israel, Jamaica, St. Barts, Dubai UAE, Abu Dhabi UAE Amman Jordan, Madrid Spain and Jaiper India.
Au Crocodile (Strasbourg France), Cafe Opera in Opera House (Strasbourg France), Arpege (Paris France), Aragawa (Tokyo Japan), Acquarello (Munich Germany), Alain Duccasse au Plaza Athenase (Paris France), Kafeneio (Athens Greece), Swapna Mahal (Jaiper India), The Royal Lounge (Jaiper India), The Ivy (London England), Quai de Artistes (Monaco), Seegers (Atlanta Georgia USA), The Russian Tea Room (New York City NY USA), Theatre de camps Elysees (Paris France), Bini DA Gigio (Venice Italy) and El Amparo (Madrid Spain)
Blueberries and Grapes
“Favour is deceitful, and beauty is vain: but a woman that feareth the LORD, she shall be praised.” Proverbs 31:30
Amazon Kindle, Ipad and Iphone
Journals, Rare Books and Handbags
Bizet's Carmen, Madama Butterfly, Porgy and Bess, La Boheme, Le Fantome of De L'opera, Tosca, The marriage of Figaro, Death in Venice, Aspect of Live, The Elixir of love, Tosca, Turnrandot, Ariare et Barbe-Bleue, Romeo and Juliet, Tristan and Isolde and The upper room.
500 years later (Documentary, 2005), Food Matters (Documentary, 2008) and The War Within (Brett Varvel film, 2014)
1. Nicknames: The Doll, MBW, Beauty
2. Best Compliment: That I am a woman of virtue, very intelligent & a genetic masterpiece.
3. I like: Honesty, Integrity, and realness
4. I Dislike: Gossip and Hypocrisy
5. Idea of Love: True love is neither physical, nor romantic. True love is an acceptance of all that is, has been, will be, and will not be! The Most High's love is the highest form of love 1 Corinthians 13:4-8.
6. Turn on: Razor sharp intelligence and Wisdom
7. Admires: The Most High's Character in individuals
8. Passionate About: Changing the world, helping others
9. Weakness: Willingness to take others at face value
10. Strength: My self assurance, and my believe in the Most High
11. Best Quality: Genuineness
12. Special Ability: Not to take myself to seriously in what I am achieved or obtained in this life because only things you do for the Savior will last.
13. Philosophy: Never think to highly of yourself
14. I believe: In the Most High, the Messiah and the Holy Spirit.
15. Message: The Most High is real, the things of this world are temporal when you die you can’t take them with you. Set your sights on the Most High, and discover who you are in the Messiah. Repent and Keep the 10 commandments to ensure your place in Kingdom! Long live the KING!


  1. If I had your beauty and your eyes I’d be a complete narcissist! I would stare at myself every chance I got. Just as gorgeous as you want to be. We all don't have it like that. You are blessed.

    1. lol.. your funny Gwen!.. but thank you and you are blessed!

  2. Iwo lobirin to rewa julo pelu oju to rewa julo ni ile aye yi. 

  3. We have a lot in common your so beautiful.

  4. Greetings from Brunei, My name is Saad, I like your blog and you are a very beautiful lady. I can tell you are middle eastern. Judahian is middle eastern. I love your eyes. Your smart too.

    1. Welcome! Thank you for your kind words... yes it is middle eastern!

  5. Much love my sista and thank you for sharing
    your beautifulness providing the most significant
    most beautiful piece of the color palette that “beautifies” my life and the entire world.

  6. ♥ Vashtiy ♥ <---- Most Beautiful ^_^ ♡

  7. *Literary prowess genius* absolutely beautiful to look at* a excellent representation of the Most High Yah* shall I say more* enough for now* Beauty Queen*

  8. Douglas InvestorJuly 8, 2018 at 2:32 PM

    The most interesting question I get asked about you in reference to you being the face of my company is that everyone wanting to know what is it like working with the most beautiful woman in the world - An genetically perfected alien from a planet we haven't tampered with yet it really doesn't get any more
    beautiful than you. I don’t know if that qualifies as an interesting question, but it’s certainly one a lot of people want to know the answer to.

  9. I would like to know how a man like me could get a woman like you? Don't be shy tell me.

  10. Vashtiy my beauty you! Sometimes when I look at you it appears like obscuration of the light of the sun by the interposition of the moon between it and a point on earth looking at you is like a solar eclipse so infrequent or unusual to my eyes. I think that you are the most gorgeous masterpiece on earth a perfect vision of beauty galore. Its safe to say that even in the next hundreds of years there will never be someone born like you. Holy Kiss on cheek and Hug in the name of the Lord.

  11. Hebrew Barbie love you!

  12. Hey doll! How can I donate to the widow's fund?

    1. I got your email too... sent you the information there!..

  13. Mark Everest Jr.July 11, 2018 at 8:09 AM

    Not often am I stunned by the beauty of a woman but you left me speechless And My god your eyes!!! I had heard phrase "getting lost in someone's eyes"..
    Now I know what it meant. Your beautiful beyond belief. You are so beautiful
    that strangers assume your world renowned, men flirt & stare at you, and women
    burn with envy. It is a literal crime to be that beautiful.
    Being beautiful is your destiny. Your so breathtakingly beautiful sometimes
    I’m get perplexed just looking at you; your beauty is
    heavenly makes me appreciate, in a way which otherwise
    we could have had little conception of, the full force of the Lord’s saying they toil
    not, neither do they spin: and yet I say unto you, That even Solomon in all his glory was not
    arrayed like one of these. You’re a production of the creator’s genius.
    Not only are you the most beautiful woman in the world but the most beautiful human being ever to exist in the entire universe in the history of everything ever but I am sure you heard this millions of times. This is just my opinion.

    1. I don't know what to say to this.. Thank you! You're way to kind!.. I thank TMH that you find me as such!

  14. It was inner beauty that caused a Moabite named Ruth to receive grace & favor from The Most High despite her bloodline and outer beauty. Her story will testify against many brothers & sisters who deem themselves "beautiful" by default -- YOU ARE THE REAL THING Vashity, like Esther the Queen you have obtained fauour in the sight of all them that look vpon you.

  15. each time i see ur faze,i get obssessed by ur beauty.ur beauty,ur eyeball,ur fresh faze,everything bout is just wondaful.

  16. YoU rock
    ☆+-+... -+☆
    ...│▒│.. /▒/
    ...│▒│ /▒/
    ...│▒ /▒/---+
    ..+----+-+-+ ~tha most beautiful lady~
    i love your style & hottness
    Your beautiful case closed!

  17. You are so special no doubt about it.

  18. Vashtiy, you're not the typical dime but a whole dam roll of dimes. Perched on high heels you look like a walking skycraper. You bad to def!

    1. Kevin thank you! Hmmm I don't know what to say to this!

  19. Good genetics and natural beauty are your calling cards. I must say I love your character and intelligence. Your contribution in making the world a better place to live is awesome. Keep it up my sister in Christ.

  20. Spoiler: I am still squealing from your cuteness.

  21. Edward WashtingtonJuly 13, 2018 at 12:25 PM

    I’m bowled over by your face. It’s a combination of striking, ethereal and extraordinary. You’re damned skippy! People talk so much about your face/beauty/body, but it’s not just the face. It’s your PRESENCE. It’s also your lack of vanity and lack of smugness about your beauty. In all 86 photos on the billboards there is an exquisite beauty, exotic, mysterious, drop dead, mind-searing and mesmerizing photographs of you. Your presence is so strong that its almost scary how beautiful you are. You lead a virtuous life with integrity. I think your beautiful inside out.

  22. Prophet Ezra SekhelJuly 13, 2018 at 2:05 PM

    the modern day Queen Esther (Hadassah) whose beauty profound the kingdoms of this world for you are called for a unique purpose not by happenstance that you are so uniquely beautiful, gifted, and anointed. You will change the world as we know it daughter. Like Esther you are called into the kingdom for such a time as this. Like Esther was called into the favor and grace of the most High to the generations.

  23. HUGS and KISSES From Spain; Beautiful one.

  24. You make the heavens sing;
    Pretty Thing.
    You're like the flowers that bloom in the spring;
    Pretty Thing.
    The Prettiest thing I ever seen.

  25. your book was surprisingly terrific coming from a former model turned PhD holder!
    nonstop keep you on the edge with history !
    your beauty is superb, unbelievable and likeable !
    the tension builds and never stops mounting !
    good story-line,..well delivered !
    the fact that this is based on a true story,...
    makes this book more easy to process !
    very reinstatement of the knowledge and
    history the BREAKDOWN OMG makes it much more a literature masterpiece !

    1. Glad that my book made an impact in your life... much appreciated!

  26. Thank you all for your kind words and compliments! May the Most High bless you all! Thank you for your support! xoxo Hugs!


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